Not writing as much as I should be, my apologies for that.
It's been a rough water time here for me.
Class is hard, rough and enjoyable.
But Dorm life is like high school all over again.
Back stabbing, lying, rumours, hate, anger....
it's all here, just like before.
And I'm really sick of it.
And things here with not being any Pagan community here is really starting to piss me off too.
HElp?
Plus there's something going on with Justin,but he won't tell me anything but ask me if mom's answered his email yet...how the hell should I know? I mean, I've asked, but no answer, and i don't really know what's up here so yeha, confusion there too.
and grrr......!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AH!
About Me
- Briar Rose
- Livonia, Mi, United States
- I offer myself to your will, To better serve your needs. I offer myself to be your tool, For my path is one of usefulness. I offer myself to be used, For to be used is to be valued. I offer myself to be honed To give me a finer edge. I offer myself to be changed, That I may become a vessel, A manifestation of your will. A tiny slice into my headspace. one wall down, a peek behind the gates while I struggle to explain to myself.
3 comments:
Don't fret. You just stay focused on school and doing your best! :)
OK Avivah.. take a deep breath. One of my favorite sayings is "this too shall pass" and it will.
And you will move on, to another base in another town. Things will get better.
We are here listening and reading. Vent if you need to!
Don't suppose you could catch a ride to walk on beach? I know it helps me...uh...when I was near the beach. I still have a piece of driftwood from VAFB that is in the room I'm in now :)
It will get better V!! Stay strong!
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